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Tuesday, August 15, 2006 4:34 PM

I don't know what happened to me.

Din stay for self prac for today coz i had to study for 2 upcoming tests this week.
Haven't gone home so early for a long time le..
I saw you. I was dam surprised at wad i heard.
BUT I SHOULDNT BE.
Sorry.
I still can't accept the fact that u r gonna leave..
Do u noe it's such a trouble to quit? How many people you have to see? How many people you have to talk to? How many reasons you have to come up with? How many people are gonna be sad over you?
You have no idea how sad that makes me, how much that hurts me.
Not only me, but lots of ur other frens here too.
I don't want to name anyone, but yea, that's basically how they feel too.
I feel weird.
As if you just disappeared into thin air.
Since that last prac, u hafnt been turning up for anything.
Not even a simple last gathering?
Do u still hate them?
It's just too contradictory.
What is ur real opinion on this?
Pls do not listen to the ppl ard u.
Yes, don't listen to ppl who ask u not to quit, or to quit.
Ask yourself.
What do u really want?
Is it that the decision to quit is made by u, or someone else?
I ask again, what do YOU yourself really want?
Make your own choice.
Find some time alone in ur room, sit down, and really think over it.
Think about ur decision.
Can u really leave those ppl & frens u have in there?
Start over?
Did u cry? I was close to.
Be sensible, think over it.
I just dun wan u to regret after this..
If you've really made ur decision, I have nothing more to say.
But make sure it really IS your own choice, coz it's ur own life.
And please do not undermine urself, u CAN make it if u really do try.
I dun believe in failures. I only believe in not trying hard enough.
Good luck...

And... did she say this?
"Life is full of obstacles, don't deprive yourself from band. You put band for the first choice for a reason, don't give up that hope in you."

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