Yay guitaring rawks. haha. I used to hate guitaring. It seemed just too hard. but I'm still really bad at it now. but I just feel an urge to pick up my guitar and practise every time I see it lying around in my room. even with practice, I'm still bad and lousy at it. but maybe gradually less..? I hope Elaine will teach me how to change strings. yay. HAHA. the rusty strings have been plaguing/haunting me for like so long.
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so tarrying now.
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so tarrying now can?
Sometimes it just feels like everybody else has more headstart into your vision than you yourself. Everybody else has all the criteria, abilities, circumstances and connections, all ready to jump straight into your vision although it is not theirs. Everyone but you. Sometimes it just seems like you were not really made for that vision. Oh how small and insignificant you seem. How long it will be for the time of your vision to be fulfilled. But there will always be that spark of hope. You are the spark of hope to me. Thankyou so much.
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