It's miraculous how I took my paper.
Hahah..I studied econs for less than 3 hours I think? As in.. I studied more than 3 hours but only put in less than 3 hours' effort. Hahhss. Slept at 1 plus.. Set 3 alarms to wake up at 4, 4.05 and 4.10am to finish up market structure. But I didn't hear the alarms! x( Guess I was SUPERtired.
Woke at 6.30pm because of mum calling in.. WA. She saved my life man. If she didnt call I would have been late for school - exam day eh!! Hahahah. My mum rocks.
Yeah but I panicked.. I overslept for 2.5 hrs and have not touched mkt structure nor finished up the remains of inflation!! :O Prayed on the MRT to school. And just read through and tried to memorise the whole thing in 1 hour. And took my econs exam. Surprisingly I think I wrote better for mkt structure than inflation. Hahahs. And case study was good. I AM GOING TO DO WELL. :D
Sometimes.. I don't like it when after an exam I have confidence on the paper I did and think I have done well but my friends keep complaining about the paper being very hard and they all sure don't do well..and then.. end up they do better than me. Is it complacency? I don't know.. I wanna know when I do well and when I don't so I don't get a shock when the paper comes back and get so disappointed. Hahhs. But yeah, it doesnt affect me that much if I do badly usually, but only if I initially thought I had done well then get disappointed. Oh wells.. Hope it doesn't happen to this econs paper. Just a random thought.
To people I may seem very studious and like studying. But I don't actually.. You can see me studying like every day. But how many times do I get distracted? SUPERalot. Maybe thats why I need to sit down and study more than other people. And it seems as if I like studying.. Nopenope.. Hahahs.. You can ask peijun.. Why we study? I think mostly is to be a good testimony. If I didn't go to church, I may not study so hard. I may just give up. Cos anyway it's me people look at. And what I do I suffer the consequences. But now it's different. It's a greater responsibility. And I think it's easier to win souls if we do well in studies. People are drawn to your ability. You are able to help them, not always struggling to try to help yourself. You can fulfill their needs. People know they can trust you. And they know you're not a slacker. Oh well. Someone today just randomly suaned me for being a mugger. Maybe she didnt mean it but it sounded like studying is really bad. But what's wrong? Haha.. In the end who is the one who does well? I study because of them. They just don't know.. Okay the point is .. I don't like studying. Really. Hahaha. I digressed too much..
I spent the last 4 hours slacking.. Alamak.. That's alot hahha. It's chem paper tmr and math on fri! Given my need of more time in case I get distracted. I shall go off now. Bye! Sarangheiyo! Hahhaha. (: