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Tuesday, July 07, 2009 11:32 PM

Okay, I'm blogging randomly. Haha... I've been having dreams every night. Quite scary to think of it. I used to like dreaming in my sleep because it's fun to "watch" like a TV programme and so creative to put things in your life together in a random and funny way. But now I just have a kind of fear of nightmares. I started dreaming alot about my dad and bad things happening. So I cross my fingers for no dreams now. (: The best sleep. (:

I'm reading this book titled "Lord, I want to be whole" by Stormie Omartian that I bought from Generations bookstore. (: It's really powerful and a tool to helping people to control their emotions and submit them to God. So great to think that during these turbulent hormone-raging years, there's redemption for our emotions. (: Emotional healing. Wow. Not only can I apply it in my life, I can minister to people with the truths in the book in future. Good book to keep.

There's a part that I read that says we should keep away from TV programmes or books or material that are detrimental to us. For example, TV shows that leave us feeling depressed, disappointed, angry or afraid. What is not feeding us is damaging us. Rather, we should feed ourselves with positive material that leave us feeling faith. (: God says in the bible that we should fill our minds with whatever that is praiseworthy and of good report. (: This really spoke to me cause the 9pm show I've been watching had alot of people dying and people with bad motives and it was somehow not leaving positive feelings in me but had kind of a depressive after-effect. I wanna keep my eyes and my mind on good things. Not running away from reality, but keeping my emotions intact! Haha...

Funny how arty and creative side people have a lot of emotions to deal with. I'm thankful for Darlene Zschech's book "Extravagant Worship" and the new book I've got. Haven't finished both (2/3 of Darlene Zschech's and 1.5 chapters of Stormie Omartian's) but I'll finish them!! Can't wait to read and know more. (:

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